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I am not as strong as everyone thinks i am

May 10, 2008

I am not as strong as everyone thinks i am. I get hurt feelings, and i say things that maybe i don't mean to say. I am not perfect, even though some people may think i am. I am so confused, hurt, and in pain right now cause of some words that were said.

I do not regret what i said, cause it was for someone i love, but maybe i should have done it in another way. Right now, all i want to do is just crawl under the covers and stay there!

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      danne226
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      Posted 1 month ago by danne226

      Awww Crissy I'm sorry you are feeling sad about this. I know you are a very caring person and whatever it was you said it was because you care. Sometimes it's hard to find the right words and sometimes the truth hurts and sometimes people just like to be mean. Don't feel bad about this , I'm sure it will be resolved soon.

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      Posted 1 month ago by JeanieAnn

      Sweetie - all I am going to say here is "I love you Sis". If you need to talk I am here...well, I'm house sitting but will be here on and off ;-( Will try to catch up with you at any rate. And the others are right....your emotions are going to be up and down right now....whether or not you think you reacted correctly - there is no good to come from beating yourself up about it. Its done, we're all human, we all get emotional, we all think at times we could have handled something better. But let it go and just move forward. If apologizing is making you feel better, then great...but then move on....don't beat yourself up.

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      VanityAngel
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      It's sent!!!!! Criss, you'll be expecting a gift from me!! Happy 4th, y'all!
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      Posted 1 month ago by VanityAngel

      ...... : ( >VA<

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      Posted 1 month ago by AlenaTristar

      I have a history of saying words that hurt people. I don't know that I have done it until its over and done with. I always noticed it though right after I say it. I always feel bad because I think that I should've just kept my mouth shut. Just please keep in mind that your hormones are running on overdrive. We are here all here to help you whenever you need it. We all love you very much. You have a support system here and you can lean on us. You know how to contact me if you need too. Please know that I am always here for you. Also know that I do know what your going through! I've been there! Please know that your are not alone!! hugs and kisses my ducky

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      Posted 1 month ago by Kriss_10

      Chrissy, so sorry you feel this way mate... but yeah, Kelly's right... the stress is not good for you or bubs... or Steve for that matter. I know all too well about taking things to heart, and I guess some of us are just more emotional beings and have waaaay too many feelings & don't know what the heck to do with them! So sometimes we may snap & words come out differently to what we had hoped. Even though I don't know what happened, I think it's beautiful that you stand up for the people you love... that's what a true friend is about :) We are here for ya hun, take care, k? Mwah!

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      Posted 1 month ago by Code_of_the_Arts

      Im sorry, hun. Sometimes in this sotuations, it's not easy to find the proper words to express wat 2 feel. Just know dat Im here for u hun.

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      Posted 1 month ago by WitchyWoman77

      I know I should probably leave you alone when you feel this way, but I can't help it. In my mind, we're sisters and that's what sisters do... they bug you! Sis, you need to just focus on your baby right now. All this stress and depression is not good for your little mindfreak, ya know. Getting this upset over a friend is not worth it! I know you can't turn your feelings off like a light switch, believe me, I know. But you can try harder to react better to things in life and remember that there is a chemical imbalance going on here along with hormones. Don't let this thing beat you. Don't just do it for yourself, do it for your baby. Okay this sisterly lecture is over. =)